Gwen

Gwen

Saturday, 28 March 2009

My very busy week

Oh my gosh the past week had been so hectic!! It's pretty unbearable to have 2 PBL's, one HP assignment, one test, and two prac classes all in one week. I was so , so relieved when Friday came. The first thing we did after friday's prac ( we totally fudged the results-who cares anyway) was to head to our fav Chapel St for apple and rhubarb pie which was goooooood.


My sayang and the pie which we whacked in minutes

Then at night, I had din-dins at Brighton's Church St in this beautiful Italian restaurant called Florentine's. The interior was warm and cozy and the food was perfection. I felt so happy baby after eating my Linguini with huge generous hunks of fishies and crabbies and prawnies.

On Saturday night, we invited Alfred and his wife Joyce which are the nicest nicest couple on this side of the universe for dinner at our place. I cooked a pot of noodles and baked some apple crumble and Joyce made really good satay with peanut sauce and everything!!! We had a lovely dinner and had a real good conversation. After they headed back at 1-ish, we went to bed and woke the next day at 12 (omg).

What a beautiful weekend after a crazy week. The F1 is pretty noisy though, since Albert Park is just outside my window, i get an okay view of the Grand Prix, hooray!!!

On a brighter brighter note, my parents are coming over this Wednesday for one month and I'm so looking forward to mom's home cooked food once more!

Wednesday, 25 March 2009

I Am So Screwed

HP assignment not touched yet!

1st Year Anniversary

It was 13th March 2009.

I made Gwen wake up at 4.30 in the Morning, making her shower and get dressed as we jumped into the car to head for The Langham Hotel in Southbank. In all the morning chaos, Gwen had no idea what I was doing to hear and time to time she kept on asking me whether I was taking her somewhere to sell her. Of course, my obvious response was "No La, Don't Be Stupid, the only worthwhile part is you noisy BIG MOUTH".

Arriving quarter past 5 in the morning, we weren’t the only dreary eyed people there, 8 others turned up for what Gwen started to make out was a Hot Air Balloon ride. All of us were met by the two Balloon pilots and were all bundled into a van heading to our Launching site. As hot air balloons have no motors nor any rudders, we basically are dictated and thus at the mercy of the wind. The wind blows us wherever it wants to take us, so on the way, the balloon pilots let off some helium balloons to see the direction, speed and the draft of the wind so we will know where we should launch from and roughly, after the 1 hour flight time, where we will land. Since the wind was blowing in a South-East direction, they decided to launch us from Mayer Park in Northcote letting the wind take us across Melbourne and landing in the South-East part of Melbourne, at Fawkner Park, a block away from our house.

As the balloon inflated and started to take shape, 5 of us jumped into each of the 2 balloons, and off we went into the horizon. As we rose up into the sky, so did the sun rise up bringing up the usual morning brightness over Melbourne. Seeing people waking up and getting out of their houses was a lovely sight, as was seeing Melbourne from a totally different perspective. We flew over many houses, with people waving at us, as if they haven’t seen a hot air balloon before, and at that point, they just stood there as if time stood still.

We flew across Victoria Parade Road, flying across the Yarra River at Punt Road/Hoddle Highway, a road both Gwen and I frequent alot, and we traversed most of South Yarra's finest houses, looking at the beautiful architecture, as well as seeing some hidden tennis courts and swimming pools. Finally, after almost an hour of flying, we landed in Fawkner Park, just metres from the Alfred Hospital, which not too long ago, was where I laid in a hospital bed-ridden for a week because of damage I sustained to my right kidney whilst playing football. The place, which basically, not only saved my kidney, but also my Life.

Flying on a Friday, we actually had to go for Lectures and PBL shortly after the full English breakfast that came after the Balloon ride. The lectures and PBL came and went and next, for a lovely Dinner, I brought Gwen to France-Soir, one of our favourite French restaurants and a place that holds alot of meaning to the both of us. We enjoyed wonderful food there, but more importantly, it was a wonderful place to have a romantic occasion. The ambience was perfect and the food was excellent, my steak done the way it should be done, succulent and not like a piece of rubber and Gwen's duck breast seared to perfection.

After France-Soir, we took a short walk back to the car, and leisurely drove around Melbourne for a while, intermittently stopping along Chapel street for a nice stroll before capping the night off washing up and holding each other in our arms as we fell asleep

Monday, 23 March 2009

So Blessed

This morning had been a total rush, we sped to uni to make it just in time for our PBL and also for a test that everyone has been taking so seriously for the past couple of weeks. I have been so caught up in my own bubble and been so stressed out the past week and realized that I had somewhat taken my dear boyfriend for granted these few days. You know it's not right when you get so snappy and disgruntled when the smallest of things irritates you and you take it out on the people closest to you who you love most. I always live knowing so confidently that he loves me so much never to leave me, but it's wrong to take love for granted and it's wrong to put family second priority.

As I was walking down Grattan Street to collect something from the car which I had forgotten earlier on, I felt so incredibly energized and refreshed that all the stress is over for the time being. The weather today was incredible, the sun was warm and there was this perpetual breeze that was inviting and gentle on my face and it just brought so much life back to me. The wind on my face and the smell of moisture in the air made me recall my first time in Melbourne 2 years ago, as I walking down the same street and experiencing the same joy. The joy of discovering new places, the joy of hoping to get a place to do Medicine together with my sister in this university, the joy of knowing that it would make my parents so, so proud, and the joy knowing that I just might have the opportunity of meeting that special someone right here in Melbourne. And all those have come true.

I vowed never to ask for anything more, to be so contended and live doing the one thing I love most, and to be happy with anyone that fate brings me. But somewhere along the way, I began to lose gratitude, I craved for more but i did'nt know what I was searching for, I lost faith and goodwill, and most of all, I lost precious, precious family ties. And it all came crumbling down as I sat down and deciphered each and every issue and realized that amidst all my blessings, I grew arrogant.

The breeze today brought back new mening to my life, it was in that miraculous 3 minutes that I ganied a sudden awakening, and from here, I will learn to piece back every bit that I lost, to be the Gwen that I once was, to mend the garment of tears I have created, and to be happy.

I am blessed, and if I spent a little bit more time acknowledging that, I would'nt have sank into my whirlpool of confusion and self-doubt. I know that life has always been and will always be fair, and it just takes a little bit of wisdom, a nudge in the right direction, and a good strong heart to realize that blessings may come in the form of gifts, but the true blessing is to know how to preserve them, and hence channel that blessings into positive births from within.